dil vil pyar vyar

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maine  fir poocha "neha are you there? "
koi jawaab nahin aayega
but is baar ek baat figure out kar liya maine
she was crying

i said "neha ro rahi hai tu?"
she said "hmmmmmm"
and kept on crying
i kept on asking her ki kya hua and kyun itna ro rahi hai and all
thank god mera humour accha hai so she stopped to give me gaaliyan :P
and then poocha maine "kyun ganga jamuna baha rahi hai? "

wo fir udaas ho gai
but tab tak meri samjh aa gaya tha that it's all about rohan,her boyfriend
maine kahaan "wo bhi khush nahin hoga neha tujhse jhagda karke "
she said i know budhooo...and i know it too ki mujhse zyada wo pareshaan hoga is time..
toh fir kyun ego pakadke baithe ho dono,i said


"yaar pyaar me bahut si baatein aisi hoti hai jinka koi reason nahin hota
par ham kartein hai
ladai karke ego side karna ki kiski galti hai and patch up karna aisa hi kuch hai..
and that's most important
doesn't really matter ki kis silly baat par jhagda kar ke baithe ho"


and she was crying again
"yaar i really love him a lot"
i said "toh mujhe nahin use bataa"
she said "okheyyy"

baat karne ke baad but lete lete main sochne laga
ki kya main aur meri anamika bhi aisa kara karenge?
kya hamari bhi ego's clash karegi?
kya ham itni samjhdaari dikhayeenge?


and that was the moment when i decided ki mere liye aur kuch matter nahin karega above that we love each other and isse upar kuch nahin hoga that can affect us..
and it did brought a smile to my face..
and then i slept..


"thanks abhi, kal tune jo kiya woh itne kam din ki dosti mein koi nahin karta
i don't know ki mera kya haal ho gaya hota raat bhar mein"
ye words the neha ke next day when we met..
i said " mere liye yehi motivating point raha that you love him so much,that's why i came up with those words"
and then we hugged..


"dikhi teri madam aaj?" she asked
"naaa" i said
she said lunch mein poore college ka chakker maar lenge and use aaj pakka dekhega tu and tujhse pehle toh main dekhungi


lunch hote hi ham nikal pade apne mission par
kismat muskura rahi thi us din as mausam bada accha tha,baarish waala suhana mausam
and jaise hi stairs se utar ke neeche aaye hum,meri nazar padi and main ruk gaya..
and violens bajne lage..
thoda filmy tha but mere chehre par 440 volt ki smile aa gai thi..
neha ne meri nazar ko follow kiya and use dekha..

neha apne comments de rahi  thi and all bla bla blaa about her and me and us..
mujhe kuch nahin sun raha tha violens ke alawa...
main continously dekhe ja raha tha use
and kept on doing that till she went away from there...


socha tha sukoon milega use dekhne ke baad but yaahan to aur badh gai bechaini..
and i thought "tere ishq mein mujhe bekarariyaan mili hai nazraano mein"


then neha boli "yaar ladki toh sahi  hai bahut,so kya decide kiya"
and i was like "decide matlab?kis baare mein""regarding approaching her dumbo" she said
"oh teri is baare mein toh socha hi nahin" ,i thought


and baaki ka din isi baare mein sochta raha ki use approach kaise karoon..
and the i came to a conclusion to do that...


to be continued. . .